after a nice hot shower

i was thinking today about the upcoming days
left of school, you know?

count 'em, not much
but when i think about going through them ...
it feels like forever.
it feels like it's going to be difficult.

i really want something but no one gets what he or she wants all the time, right?
and that's just what i've been thinking about
wanting.
needing? maybe. maybe not.
what one wants vs. what one needs.
hrmm.

no longer do i want someone to tell me i can get through it, i want someone to tell me i can and will do it.

why does the lt. governor of the month feel so eemmoo?
can you believe i spent $175 at AE today?<3
je voudrais les jupes plus.
stupid.

why do we like to hurt so much?
that's what you get when you let your heart win