Our Curtain Call

dearest bloggie,

it's been an incredible long time since i've published a post here, but someone inspired me to continue typing away.
remember, like the theme of the past few days, it's never the end.

i just came back from my godsis' house. her and her boyfriend have broken up and i'm devastated. i'm sure everything will be fine though because i was so confident in them being together. also, they're both keeping in touch- he's one of those people who i'm sure will stay friends and true.

she said it's because he wanted more time to play sports and be with his friends. sound familiar much? that scares me because I know that no matter what, even if i needed to back off, i would- i just wouldn't want us to seperate. i want him to be mine. i'm always learning lessons. he thought me how to love and i'm slowly composing my ow-i mean, my new definition of love by "putting the pieces together." although a lot of the times i make great mistakes, i always try to be the best girlfriend i can be.

he's amazing, i'm sure you already know that.

lately we've be doing a lot of "he/she might be the one" things, i guess you would call it. you know, taking it further, in especially meaningful ways. i'm meeting more of his family and he's meeting more of mine. i hope his side of the family accepts me. (did i tell you that he's my inspiration to take chinese/mandarin in college? you know how much i despise it. why? i have no idea, but yeah.) things are going pretty well, i must say. may the smoothneesss continue! he met the basic components of dad's side, and they like him. he was quite impressive! you should have seen him, haha.
mom even let me sleep over last night, a miracle? mom said dad was a bit shocked at first, like, why'd you say yes!? but because baby had the amazing idea of "getting away" and being "without your phone, away from the world" (which felt good, actually, see what technology does to us?) she called but dad couldn't persuade me to come home. but think of it this way, i'm fine and i'm back, so therefore if i ever do sleep over again (hopefully in late july!) he won't be as worried (i sure hope not.) you have no idea how safe he makes me feel (like that good story from asian lit class!) Oh and by the way, 97.57 average, woot wooottt! anyway, he went to church tonight and hope he's okay, it's getting late. he's mad dedicated, hence his birdie finger. gotta love him for who he is.


happy 15 months "anniversary."
cheers to many more.


michelle and i got into a fight today. i apologized, but you can't change the past. i know that maybe we're not the closest anymore, but i wanted her to know that i'm there for her. no matter what, she'll always be the bestest friend i ever had in bayside high school and i'll always remember.


bye bayside. it'll never be "goodbye." i love you.
it's a see you later kinda thing.

hello, babson college, class of 2013.

one more time.