the fight

life sucks.
what kind of summer 08 will this be?

everyone is all smiley, especially the graduates.
when will that be me?
it feels like it's going to be like forever.
speaking of forever, junior year seemed like it was going to be forever ... well forever never seems to end and its so bad, bloggie.
tomorrow is the last day of school ...
last day of school my ass.

everyone likes to say that they wish they were a little kid.
well, i disagree with that.
because then i would have to get through this point of my life again,
trying to fit in in high school
getting into damn college
and it sucks.
it sucks.

how long will it be until i can settle down with a nice job and just ... live my life? the way i want to?

probably forever. forever. again. fuck forever.


my mom and my aunt got into this fight and aunt says that she's going to leave. i don't believe that. not at all.

is it just the salt or is it just my head that says that i'm feeling the stinging pain of the tears all over my face?


to sum it all up:
i hate t mobile
i hate being a class of 2009 asian
and
i hate my life.