need vs. want

dear blog,

i should be really happy that i got what i wanted on my report card, right?

well, i don't know.

1) I'm really nervous about my Regents.

2) I feel sad that I won't be able to be with him tomorrow or on Sunday. I mean, I didn't see him today and it already felt like a long long time. But what could i do? I don't want to be too selfish. i could always be like one of those pycho girlfriends that say, "you better spend time with me tomorrow or we're over." to be honest, i 101% know that i am one of those psycho girlfriends and I don't want to make fun of those kinds of girls because that would make me a serious hypocrite. but life is life and he has to do what he has to do and i guess, maybe, just maybe, what i'm doing is better for him and that's really all i want to do. is give him the best. because that's what he gives me.

3) my mom is not home but she will be soon. and there will be a whole racket. because they're installing a new tv because my mom burst the other one. haha, don't ask. anyway, my dad is kind of mad at it. again with the american vs. asian.

LTGAmyKong:
hey alex, you like someone, right?
al3xqu:
maybe
LTGAmyKong:
so i was wondering, what do you do when you miss the girl a lot
LTGAmyKong:
and you can't see her?
al3xqu:
i would try to ask her to come out and play
al3xqu:
^^
LTGAmyKong:
what if she says no
LTGAmyKong:
what do you do when you miss herrrr????
al3xqu:
and she did lol
al3xqu:
i think about her
LTGAmyKong:
but when you think about her doesn't it just make you even more SAD
al3xqu:
yeah T.T
al3xqu:
i never give up trying to ask her to hangout =)
LTGAmyKong:
awww alex, that's sweet

on facebook it should say Amy Kong is lovesick.
so sick of love right now. missing love.